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Saturday, September 26, 2009

Two Months Later

Two months have passed since the CFC Youth and Singles Conference in Chicago. Two months since "trust" and all that entails was pounded into our faces relentlessly. The message was clear and simple, "Trust God." In every facet of our lives - in relationships, in plans for the future, in dwellings of the past, and the stresses of the present - just simply, trust God. Whether you'd agree or disagree, I feel that trusting God has been the easiest of all the things we were called to do that weekend.

The hardest calling from that weekend has been: *drum roll* trusting your fellow man [and woman for all the feminists in attendance]. You see, human beings have always screwed everything up. God's creation had been perfect until man decided to show up. The day and night had been separated, land and water took their respective positions, heaven and earth took their rightful places, animals and plants perfectly formed all over the earth.

And then there came man who was created because God loved us so much that he wanted to share the gifts that He possessed. He is the creator, so he gave us the gift of marriage and sex to create life. He is the ruler of the universe, so he gave us dominion over the plants and animals on earth. He even made us in His image because He wanted us to share in his own perfection. Lastly, He gave us free will so we could choose to love Him and others just as he freely chose to make and love us.

So it begins. The free will that caused Adam and Eve to fall, that would later cause the Tower of Babel to rise, that also caused the fall of Sodom and Gomorrah, that also caused the Israelites to worship the golden calf, that also caused Noah to build an ark to save himself from a flood. THAT free will of mankind also caused Jesus Christ himself to be nailed to a cross for our sins. Sins that happen because of - you guessed it - free will.

Free will gives you the choice. Choice between attending a household or not. Choice between paying attention or not. Choice between receiving the sacraments or not. Choice between saying "yes" to service or not. Choice between acting responsibly or not. Choice between being mature or not. Choice between confronting in a respectful manner or not. Choice between making a concern known or not. Choice between talking behind a person's back or not. Choice between good or bad. Choice between bad or good. Tiny little angel or tiny little devil.

It's the bad choices that brings pain to women in labor. It's bad choices that disperses people to be apart. It's the bad choices that transforms us from living to pillars of salt. It's bad choices that brings about 40 days in the desert. It's bad choices that bring about the flood. It's bad choices that puts nails in our Lord and Savior's hands and feet.

Bad choices cause us to distrust, mistrust, and untrust. I like to think that I'm a man who makes good choices. Of course, I am a sinner, I will stumble, but I believe I always strive for the good choice. Father Bill reminded us that we're not called to trust just anyone. But a trustworthy friend can come from anyone. We must trust those who will guide us through and stick with us on through. I choose to trust the people who make the good choice or at least strive for the good choices.

God freely chose to breathe life into our lungs and unconditionally love our hearts. Because of that, he deserves my utmost love and my utmost trust. Trust the people who breathe life into your lungs and unconditionally love your heart.

What would be the alternative?

I'll see you in another 2 months.


Monday, August 03, 2009

Conference Retrospect

I’ve witnessed great things in the community.  The CFC community has a knack for creating lasting images.  For instance, just to name a couple: 1) outstretched circle of hands at 2003 YFC Conference in Maryland; 2) white out at 2005 YFC Conference in Ohio; 3) candle lit room at 2006 SFC Conference in Seattle; 4) any creative video made by Wendell; 5) Josh Rillo’s fan club

 

With that said, what was my most poignant memory from the 2009 YFL-SFL Conference in Chicago, IL?

 

No moment choked me up more than when Anton, Jules, Mary, Wendell, Ray, Mary Grace, Teny, Jaline, Dave, and Xavy took the stage with Pat Oconer.  They stood on stage to be thanked for their dedication in answering the call to spread the Gospel.

 

They’ve sacrificed family, friends, comfort, and money to follow the examples of the apostles and prophets who have come before; and most especially, the example of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.  We in the community can be at fault at times for glorifying the Full Time Worker position, elevating them to celebrity status.  However, this blog and what happened Sunday afternoon attempts to shed light on their example and how we all should follow.

 

The FTW is a leader, a missionary, and a servant.  It is a calling.  It is a vocation.  They bring Christ into all that they do and say.  They evangelize.  They inspire.  They empower.  Their primary job: to always show that God is real.

 

At the discernment workshop, it was said that our calling or vocation is our key to the gates of Heaven.  For some lifelong FTWs, their mission with CFC will be their key, but the majority of FTWs will move on to a different career and service.  Full Time will be more of the keychain rather than the key.

 

Regardless of the length of tenure, FTWs provide an example for us to submit ourselves to the Lord for His service.  They should not be glorified, but they should not be totally unrecognized for leading the lives they live.

 

That recognition was given Sunday afternoon of Conference.  I choked up because I am proud to have met these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to know these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to have grown up with some of these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to have been led pastorally by these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to have been inspired by these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to have seen Christ through these missionaries.  I choked up because I am proud to know that God is real through these missionaries.

 

With that being said:

 

To the people discerning FTW and MVs- I pray that you find peace with where ever God calls you to serve.

 

To the Conference service team- Your service at Conference is not an entitlement, but a privilege.  I pray that God continues to open more doors of service in order to maximize your gifts and talents.

 

To all leaders- I pray that you are motivated every day to seek more and give more.

 

To all members- I pray that you find inspirations so that you are driven to inspire.

 

To the current FTWs- I simply pray for you.  And thank you.

 

Conference spoke about trust.  We entrust our service into His hands, for His will, under His guidance.  Our lives are not our own and not of this world.  Behold, God is my salvation; I will trust, and will not be afraid; for the Lord God is my strength and my song; and he has become my salvation.”


Saturday, August 30, 2008

Faith & Politics

I am a Catholic. I am a Christian.

I am not a Republican. I am not a Democrat. I am not a Conservative. I am not a Liberal. On the political spectrum, I find myself right smack dab in the middle as a Moderate and an Independent.

When the Founding Fathers wrote up the Constitution, I believe and some will argue that the basis of our laws came from Judeo-Christianity. As much as they believed in the separation of church and state, Judeo-Christian morality was at the heart of the moral fabric of the nation they were building.

I want to speak about two fundamental ideas of this great country. First, the notion of separation of church and state was meant by the Founding Fathers as a means to ensure that no one religion would be imposed against the will of the people. Second, the country was founded on the base that all men and women are equal and that more than one idea can be adopted and held without consequence or fear of the state. For a nation built on Judeo-Christian values, these two fundamental ideas put a stranglehold on the Judeo-Christian faith. More imporatantly and personally, a stranglehold on the Catholic faith.

You see, having morals and faith are not necessarily similar things. A person may have good morals but be without faith. A man or woman of faith may practice horrible morals. Catholics believe in a world that is God's kingdom. Our faith teaches us that the whole world is God's creation and is meant to exhibit all that is good. In America, the country that I have inhabited all my life, the primary focus is on the people that live in its land. American leaders must lead American people. And the American people encompasses all races, religions, and lifestyles.

In a perfect Catholic world, the Pope would be the President and the Bible would be the Constitution. In America, imposing Catholic faith into law goes against the freedoms the Founding Fathers wished on its nation. Imposing religion as law is the sticky issue that can trap faithful Catholics who label themselves as patriotic Americans. Across the world, having state laws being a carbon copy of religious dogma and doctrine has had trouble of succeeding. The nations of Islam are a prime example.

In this country, state law and Biblical law get no stickier than the issue of Pro-Life and abortion. My belief is that this is not a political issue. Pro-Life and abortion is a moral dilemna that cannot be fixed by laws. It is an individual belief that must be changed through means other than amendments and bills in Congress. If or when Roe v. Wade is overturned, will that necessarily mean the end of abortions in this country? Murder is illegal, but how many strories do we see of killings on the local news? During Prohibition, how many speakeasies came into existence so people could get their quick fix of illegal alcohol? With abortion, the question is not whether it is legal or illegal, the question is when will people understand that it is wrong regardless of legality.

For the Pro-Life movement in this country, I have always wondered what their course of action was. The petitions and pickets outside government offices and the appointments of Pro-Life judges to the courts in order to abolish Roe v. Wade are commendable. However, what happens after an abolishment of Roe v. Wade? What happens to the mother who is found guilty of having an abortion? In this country, murder can be punishable by death. Will we execute would-be mothers because abortion is illegal? What will be done to lower the amount of abortions done in back alleys or underground stations? What will be done about women who will take matters into their own hands and kill an unborn child from within their own home?

I do not raise these questions because I'm advocating the Pro-Choice movement. I raise these questions only because the abortion issue is more complex than having one court ruling tossed out the window.

In this upcoming selection, I do find myself leaning towards the Democratic ticket of Barack Obama and Joe Biden. Yes, I am leaning towards voting for the Pro-Choice party, while at the same time claiming to be Anti-Abortion and Pro-Life.

Pro-Life does not equal Conservative or Republican. Pro-Life encompasses all matters of life. The Conservatives believe in capital punishment. Regardless of whether or not people of faith believe that God gives us the right to protect ourselves from harmful figures, it is still people taking life into their own hands. And I believe that God alone can dictate life and death. In abortion, the choice is up to the woman. The law does not state, "If there is an unwanted pregnancy, the unborn child MUST be aborted." However, the death penalty is state sanctioned murder. There are crimes where the punishment is only death. Once the verdict and punishment is handed down, the warden or the executioner no longer has a choice on whether or not there should be a lethal injection. The execution MUST go through.

But, why do I not hear Pro-Lifers picketing state prisons as much as they do abortion clinics? Why is all the talk about unborn babies and not about wrongly accused prisoners on death row?

Every citizen can vote accordingly to their own beliefs. The beauty of our country is we can vote in whichever way we feel compelled. I myself do not believe in sticking my vote on a single issue because it alienates the good that may come from voting for the other side. And that good may prove to be more beneficial to all.

I write this blog to show that politics and religion do not mix. One's politics does not fully determine one's faith. Nor does one's faith fully define one's politics. We live in a country where our faith cannot be fully imposed by law because it goes against the fundamental ideas of the Constitution. However, ones vote does not diminish ones faith in anyway. To change the morality in our nation goes beyond changing laws.

Barack Obama stated in his acceptance speech, "We may not agree ..ion, but surely we can agree on reducing the number of unwanted pregnancies in this country." Does this sound like a man who believes that abortions should happen without limit? I believe that Barack Obama would love to live in a world where unwanted pregnancies did not result in abortions, and I believe that his Catholic running mate Joe Biden would like that world as well.

We pray for our leaders that they create and enact laws that improve the quality of life as a whole. But so much of our Catholic faith is spread over both party lines.

We should always remember that our duty to this country may come from inside a polling booth. But our responsibility to this world comes from inside our hearts. And no vote can ever be a full measure of our hearts.


Monday, August 25, 2008

United Beauty

Another Olympiad has come and gone. The 29th Olympic Games brought us the domination of Michael Phelps, the speed of Usain Bolt, and the magnificent, jaw-dropping images of Zhang Yimou's Opening Ceremony. But the true beauty of the Olympics is not found in either of those moments or in a Nastia Liukin floor routine. The thunderous impact of the Olympics cannot be found at the receiving end of a Clay Stanley volleyball serve.

The first summer games I remember watching was the 1992 Games in Barcelona. Mainly, because of the Dream Team. However, it has taken me 16 years to realize the importance and the meaning of the Olympic Games. People can question the Chinese nation's tactics in human rights, but many can say that the Beijing Games has become one of the best Olympiads in recent history.

The city drew us in with fireworks and architecture achievements such as the Water Cube and the Birds Nest. But personally, the games did more by instilling a sense of national pride that I have never felt before while watching an Olympics. I cheered for the US before, but I never felt it deeper than the '08 Games.

The beauty and strength of the Olympics comes in the Closing Ceremony when athletes are no longer regulated to marching into Olympic Stadium with their fellow countrymen but are allowed to march as one world. It's in that sense that China so fittingly coined the Games' motto "One World, One Dream."

See, the world is one because of the simple fact that we're human. We all feel emotion and pain and enjoy victories and despise defeat. The greatness of the games is that for two weeks, every person in the world can feel the emotions that we see through a competing athlete.

All the people in the world can see and feel the pain of a marathon runner in the 22nd mile. All the people in the world can feel the frustration of an unfair call made by a referee in a gold medal wrestling match. All the people in the world can admire the intricate precision of a world class dive. For once, all the people in the world are united through one athlete.

This is highly evident in the journey of USA Basketball. The Redeem Team did much more than restore gold to American basketball. It also repaired a worldly image of snobby, selfish, naive athletes who had no sense of pride for the name on the front of the jersey and only cared about the endorsements and contracts that made money for the name on the back of the jersey. The Redeem Team showed the world that their world class athleticism is part of their humanity and not a gift to be highlighted for glory. For once, we saw NBA superstar millionaires be human. Finally, we saw "people who had it all" act like jubilant kids. Coach Mike Krzyzewski said this was the most important thing he'd do in his coaching career. Kobe Bryant said this was the most important championship he'd win. These American athletes and coaches realized that NBA Championships, All Star recognition, NCAA Championships, and MVP's are not the highest prize in their profession. An Olympic Gold Medal crowns an athlete on top of the world more than a Larry O'Brien trophy ever will.

Seeing Team USA celebrate and accept the gold with the widest of smiles was a sight to see. I've never been more proud of USA Basketball because they represented what we all should strive for. We all should utilize our talents for greatness, but humbly appreciate the rewards while having fun and doing good works in the process.

The 29th Olympiad in Beijing left images in our minds. But we should not shortchange the emotions that left bigger impacts in our hearts. Because the odds are that the same feelings are being felt in all corners of the earth.


Wednesday, April 30, 2008

A Time to Build

At the end of the Golden State debacle, I PLEADED for the Dallas Mavericks to enter the 2007-2008 season with a fresh, new look roster.  It didn't matter who - Dirk, Josh, Devin - anyone could be available for a trade and should be dealt at the highest possible value.  As much as I admire Mark Cuban and Donnie Nelson for being loyal, I can't help but say, "I told you so."

The Mavs got bounced in the 1st round yet again to an inexperienced playoff team.  And not just bounced, but overwhelmingly overmatched.  The New Orleans Hornets made the Mavs look slow and clueless.  And now the Dallas basketball franchise must think long and hard about what to do this off-season.

I sensed at the end of last year's GS series that the team was already heading towards a nose dive.  But because the Mavs aren't competely without talent, they were able to make the playoffs.  But making the playoffs as a 7th seed this year as opposed to the top seed last year only has delayed the inevitable.  The only thing that changes this off-season is that people have now exposed every single weakness about the Mavericks.  The Warriors exposed just how unathletic and inconsistent the Mavs' players can be.  The New Orleans Hornets and the entire '07-'08 campaign have exposed the fact that Avery Johnson is not as good of a coach as everyone thought.

This season was littered with multiple puzzling coaching decisions.  The removal of players in key parts of the game.  The delayed putting back of players in key parts of the game.  The lack of motivation in players that could be sparked by a keen coach.  The decision to have Josh Howard inbound the ball at Dirk's toenail against the Lakers instead of the team's best passer Jason Kidd (who for some reason was on the floor as the worst three point option except for Erick Dampier).  The inability to put his players in position to be successful.  The inability to allow his players to play to their strengths.  The inability to game plan to exploit the opposition's weaknesses.  The inability to be creative on offense.  The inability to build a strong defensive team by someone who prides in defense.

One can argue that the Mavs don't have the players to play with Avery's scheme.  That's beside the fact because the head coach uses what he has to become successful.

Dirk Nowitzki is not Tim Duncan.  So why isolate him on every single play?  The lack of creativity on offense was torture.  It went something like this:

Devin Harris/Jason Kidd/insertMavPGhere dumps into Dirk who is POSTING UP on the wing at the THREE POINT LINE.  Dirk backs his man down 2 inches as the other 4 players stand and count the tiles in the arena roof.  Dirk then does something magical offensively or clanks a tough shot off the rim.

That, my friends, was the Mavericks primary offensive weapon.  Real scary.

So here we are one year later after begging the Mavs' brass to shake up the roster.  Not only do I believe the roster needs to be stripped for parts, but now I question the head coach.  The sad thing is that I see no hope for this team.  There is nothing that can be done to salvage the Mavericks unless they steal a highly productive or elite player like the Lakers' stealing Pau Gasol.

The Mavs have no cap room.  They have no draft picks high enough to select a new savior.  They have no tradeable commodities or contracts.  They are stuck.

The trade for Jason Kidd was supposed to be the jump start.  But for whatever reason, he was stuck bringing the ball up to half court, passing to Dirk, and then retreating to the corner for the duration of the 24 second clock.  For whatever reason, (I think Avery) he was never allowed to freely roam the court in the fast paced game he thrives in.

Looking back on the Kidd trade, it didn't matter whether the trade was a success or not.  I believed at the time and believe now that the Mavs were destined for the same doom in the 1st round no matter if it was Kidd or Harris.  The only thing negative is that a young point guard was sacrificed.  However, Devin has never proven to be an elite point guard capable of leading a championship contender like a Parker, Billups, or potentially Deron and Paul.  Thus, the trade was just a trade.  My only regret was that the Mavs didn't trade Josh Howard because he could have netted more value.

This off-season, once again everyone's roster spot isn't safe.  Trade everyone if you have to.  Maybe you keep Avery.  Maybe this was his bad year.  Maybe he's the next Jerry Sloan who just cannot win a championship but is a very effective coach.

The next couple years will be tough for Mavs' fans to swallow.  After luring everyone with their recent run of success for the past 8 years, many will find the Mavs irrelevant.  The days of Donald Hodge and Lorenzo Williams might come back and the Mavs' fan base will once again dwindle and show that Dallas fans are the worst in the whole world.  All my friends who have suddenly become Mavs' fans will abandon the team.

It is sad, but the Mavericks must face the realization that they are in rebuilding mode.

It makes me sadder because of one other reality.  Dirk Nowitzki is a warrior with nothing to show for.

*BEGIN DIRK RANT*

After seeing him pretty much break his leg against the Spurs, he played through the pain with an annoying ankle brace and played some of the best basketball of his career in the closing stretch of the regular season and the playoffs.

Everyone else in the league can claim that he's not clutch, and they make a valid point.  I don't believe he's clutch, but he is the guy whom I want to have the last shot in the game.

(And for those people who don't say he's clutch but love Tracy McGrady.  I question why the love for a guy who hasn't gotten out of the first round and why the hate on a former MVP who made the NBA Finals.  If the Rockets come back against the Jazz, it's a lot to celebrate but not nearly enough to supplant the post-season contributions of a guy who once scored 50 on the Suns to take a grip on a Western Conference Finals series)

Not one person can argue against Dirk's passion to win, his ability to play through pain and make amazingly quick recoveries from injury, and his desire to simply play the game.

I never quite understood why people hated Dirk.  You hate Bruce Bowen because he's dirty.  Cleveland can hate Jordan because of "Jordan over Ehlo."  You can hate Karl Malone because of his attitude.  You can hate Dennis Rodman because he's a jerk.  But what is there to hate about Dirk?  Because he's a big man who can't post up?  Because he can't drain a game winning shot when Lebron has been struggling to do so as well?

It's never occured to me why he is hated.  I know he's ugly when he tries to celebrate big shots.  I know he's ugly period.  But I know that's not a valid reason to hate on an NBA player.

I know Dirk Nowitzki as a man who should be admired for a sweet offensive game with the best jump shot to ever come from a 7-footer.  I admire him for his intensity.  I admire him for learning to pass up the jump shot and take it to the rim.  I admire him for being a good (not great) defender.

I've seen what people have typed on message boards.  I've also heard from my own friends.  They hate Dirk Nowitzki.  I'm sorry, but I cannot respect their basketball intellect on this issue.

There is sports' hate.  I hate Tim Duncan because he's whiny.  I hated Reggie Miller for his flailing of legs to get bogus defensive foul calls.  There are legitimate grounds for sports' hate.  But I've never heard any message board posters, and I've never heard from any of my friends any legitimate reasons to sports' hate on Dirk.

Yes, his play can be maddening.  Yes, he passes up on too many shots.  But he is an amazing, decorated basketball player.

And it's a shame to see his season come to an end.  It's a bigger shame that the next couple years in Dallas do not look so bright.  It's an even bigger shame that I sit here saying that the long term success of the Mavs should come at the expense of Dirk Nowitzki if needed.

When I say everyone on the Mavs' is expendable, I mean Dirk as well.  And it's a shame that it has come to this.

This season, you never knew what Josh Howard, Jason Terry, or any other Mav would bring on any given night.  They all choked.  But Dirk showed up every night contributing in whatever way was possible.  This season, and especially this playoff series against New Orleans was true MVP material.  His numbers weren't MVP worthy, but he once again proved how valuable he is.

So strap in Mavs' fans.  It will be one long rebuilding process.



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